Hey, I feel terrible cuz my pup just died, anyone out their who lost something close?

First off, God never wanted us to die. It was Eve and Adam's sin that condemned us all to death but soon we will no longer have to deal with pain, suffering, or even death for what God purposes, he follows through with and all of these bad things will cease to exist leaving the righteous ones free to live in paradise for eternity. Secondly, you are not crazy for crying so much. I did the same when my cat Sy died a year ago this past April. You were atached to your pup just as if she was your own child. You got to know all of her different quirks that even if at times were quite annoying, were hers and were absolutely silly. Everyhing does has a purpose and nothing ever happens without there being a reason for it. Jesus did die in order to restore God's promise to mankind and to make way for Satan's demise. The most important thing now is maintaining the memory of your pup alive. I'm so sorry for your loss and I extend my condolences. Take care :'I