How can you make a relationship better?

- Ok me nd mi boyfriend been thouqh a lot of **** . lik da problem iz dhat he listens to oda people more dan he do to me and it becominq ah problem . he iz da jealousy type so he always qets mad wen I tlk to od quys . I dnt mind dat I think it kinda cute cuhz it shows dat he cares buh wen it comes to the poin that I as em to stop tlkin to da qurl he dated bout 7x nd she always qets in between us makes us arque nd **** . I asked em t stop tlkin to ha bcuhz It bothers nd hurts me buh he said NO! he wahz ready to qive up our relationship for her bcuzh he wahznt qoin to stop tlkin to ha . it really did hurt me a lot . he chanqed a lot doe . from been da playa playa he became dihz really sweet quy dat showed me dat he really wnna b wiff me . dihz happen wen I told em dat it whaz his last chance after him cheatin on me recently . I whaz tired of it so I let em kno hw I feel . he wanted anoder chance nd I told em it whaz his last chance . he chanqed im qlad I qave em another chance . buh now it startin to qet bak da way it whaz before . he iz chanqin on me aqain thinkin I lik oda quys wen I stopped tlkin to all mi quy friends juhz to make em c nd belive dat I dnt want nobody else buh him . I love him more dan n e thanq in diz world I kno it true love bcuzh erytime somethanq bad happens between us mi heart starts tu hurt . it qot me to the hospital cople days aqo . I couldn’t breathe dan mi heart stopped beatin . I wahz ah lucky one buh I still have pain in mi heart now . I dnt want nobody in mi life buh him . deres no one out derr dat could ever replace him . buh how do I show him dat how do I prove him dat ? I feel lik I tried errythanq . I try to b by him all da time in school to show em dat I wnna b wiff em nd dat I care . buh he says we need space . buh dan he says he wants to b close to me . idk what to do . I love it wen Im close to em wen im holdin nd kissin e . buh most of da time wen we tuqeda he always iqnors me . he tlk to erybody else more dan he evah tlks to me . it really hurts buh I try to deal wiff it . I jhz wnna kno hw can I show him and prove to him I really care for him . I kno he has trust issues bh hw can I qet ped dat . he says he scared to qet to close to ah qurl bcuzh he dnt wnna qet hurt . I told em million of times im nt qona b da one hurtinq him . nd I wnt . I nevah did n e thanq dat could possibly hurt em nd nevah will. I juhz want em to b mi only . he Iz mi 1st love . he tells me im his 1st love ahs wel buh da way he acts sometimes makes me think different . he makes me really hapy to wen he tries to . wen he dnt .. im hurtin all da time . buh I rather b hurtin nd b wiff em dan b happy nd b wiff someone else . he mi errythanq , nd sometimes I wish he wahznt cuhz wen he says he wants ah break or wen we bout to break up I feel lik I have nothinq . I love him nd I would die for him which I almost did. What can I do to open his eyes and make em c im da one for him ?? dat I wnt hurt him ?? dat I love him ?? what can I do ?? somebody help please !